jeanna:so, last night when you told me you wanted to take a nap for 10 minutes I let you, right? ten minutes had passed and I felt bad for you, so let you sleep a while longer. another ten minutes had passed and I still felt bad for you. And then I decided to wake you up, so I start gently pushing you. and you make this annoyed noise, I push you again and you say, "watch what happens when you touch me one more fucking time"
I was upset, BUT my cousin came overr and made everything better. So did mikey [on the phoneee] ^__^<3 bwahaha she approved. anyways, we got scared off by some gang O__O aha that was scary. a nd then mike wanted to walk over here like a maniac, but he didn’t. then we all got scared around 1 am (x stupid ghostsss.
& Today was my regular lazy sundaaay. tomorrow; with the cousin againnn. gonna cut her hair nowww. bye! OH the uninvited is such a bizarre movieeeee O__O
I am aware that we all make mistakes, But yours should not happen as often as they do, should they? If you don’t think that you are hurting yourself, Why can’t you see that you are hurting everyone else?
I know that you know that you have some problems, What can I do to help you solve them?
I feel bad letting all this out this way, I cannot help it and I could not find a better way… You always think you’re right no matter what, This time you’re wrong and there is nothing you can say about it… Please understand what I am trying to say, I do not want you to end up hating yourself someday… Just think and be open, I am only trying to help.
Look what I did to your face
Your cheeks are wet,
When your eyes are closed, I wipe them dry,
And place your tears on mine as if I cared
It’s to trick you into thinking,
That you’re the one to blame
And I think it’s working
I’ll save my soul; you’ll never have to know
If you could, just blame this on yourself
Don’t count on me if you need help
And if you’re in pain, don’t let me know…
I hate to say it, but I told you so
Pretend this will go away and rest dear
I’ll do my best and tell you what you want to hear